Why do I put things off

Haven't had much sleep lately, been having a little dilemma about what I am doing with my life, or more to the point, what I haven't been doing.

I was at work on Friday night putting up with all the crap that I usually put up with in my crappy job, and suddenly I was overcome with this feeling, a feeling that I have only ever felt once before when I finally decided to quit my previous job at Cargil. All of a sudden I found myself asking, "why am I putting up with this crap" and "what the f?#k am I doing wasting my life in this f?#king Sh#t hole of a place".

So now I find myself with a big decision to make, to quit my job or not to quit my job.

This lead me to ask a few more questions about the way I've been spending my life. For the past several years I've been wanting to start my own business, a business that could potentially make me a very wealthy person. I also happen to be in a position where I could actually manage to pull the resources together and get this thing off the ground.

But I DON'T!

Instead I seem to put things off, find excuses to delay doing something. Why do I do this? I'm not really sure. I'm going to have to give that one a bit more thought. But the real question is will I ever get the motivation to get off my ass and actually put something into action.